||well, Ellen I have been watching u for many yrs and yr comeback. Yr very special in many of the worlds eyes. I dont think there is enough room to tell u about me. I will b 45 Dec 1st. I have 2 daughters in their 20's we are all struggling but its part of life. We lost my mom to 13 yr battle of Breast cancer in 2008 at age 57. It destroyed me and my girls fell apart. My siblings are all married and all younger than me. I met a man at a waterslide over 6yrs ago and he watched our lives fall apart over my mom.He is from Monteray CA. his dream is to find a way back to CA where he can take his cable business or find work to make it.My depression lasted 5yrs and I did manage to put myself in school for the 3rd time in debt, and now have an associate degree in Criminal Justice. I want to save and help animals. I have always found satisfaction helping people, children and animals. My girls struggle to live. my youngest is graduating in Dental Hygiene in May. I live off disbility of 700 a month and pay my student loans and try to buy some food for both my girls. My girls are like me, my mother and my incredible boyfriend, we love to help with what little we have. We love to put a smile on faces of sadness. You make me smile every day Ellen.By the way, my sweet,kind giving boyfriend sorta resembles George Clooney, but his name is Tony and his last name is Castro, his grandmother settled back in the day in Monteray CA and his only brother lives in Riverside, CA. His dream is to live in Californa someday, he is now 51.we dont have enough to help the world but if I hit that lottery, u bet much of it would go to helping the ones in need, people and animals and maybe visit my dream Rome The Vatican and Tony,s country Spain. Even Fort Lauderdale where i lived. anywhere i can open shelters and help people with jobs including teens to get them on track in the right direction and teach them love and compassion. My CJ Degree is still tough finding a job. I only want to save animals from cruelty and just help them. Lions and all Big Cats are my ultimate dream. Living with the Lions in Africa, check it out. beautiful and amazing, raised in a conservation. We must save the Big Cats. I dont ever want to play the victim, I was read last rites 2 times in my life. My oldest also. She needs a break for a future. i cannot afford exploretalent.com she is perfect for a facial model. she is 24 and they have had her on file since she was 16. We dont want to be filthy rich. We want to be happy healthy and do the same for anyone we can,me especially the animals.I love Ian Saldamyer(oops)the work he puts into animals. My favorite famous people r U especially, The wonderful beautiful Kardashians(Kris)at the top.my oldest admired Michael Jackson and my youngest loves Justin Beaver. Hollywood has the young,old,passionate,kind and such beautiful people. I love all Beverly Hills Housewives on Bravo. Lisa Vanderpump and the rest. If I could only look as good as they do. I cant handle aging. Animal will b the ones to take my mind off aging process. If i was picked for the 12 days of xmas, my family and tonys boys and others would b so shocked. Someday we dream to get to live in sunshine and warmth with just even a nice little doublewide Trailer and a garage for Tony to work on his cars and build up his business. But Ellen, just to meet u and laugh in person would b enough for us. I wrote in quite some time ago, i dont know what about but I know I have so much respect for you and kindness is the best thing you teach at the end of every show. By the way, we hope to someday get out to CA and attend one of yr shows..You start my day with a smile and I havent laughed since my mom passed as much as I do with yr presence. Yr beautiful and I wish u good health and Happiness forever. Your Fantastic...U got the Best show..ever!! Thanku for being a true role model of Kindness and someday my Tony, will get there to visit his grandmothers area, she was once known as the Queen of Monteray. I also got this crazy pic of one of my sisters for yr bad pics. She turned out to be a beautiful swan and she just was, well the little ugly duckling. I still ended up with all the sun spots and wrinkles..B safe Ellen. hope to see u someday in the future. If im not picked for the 12 days of xmas, maybe next year or if we ever find a will or way to start a new life in a warm and sunny place..Best Wishes and Have a Merry Christmas with yr family and friends. you always make a difference.