this isn't easy for me to do publically and i would appreciate no bashing or negativity .im already embarassed and ashmed as it is.ive emailed and sent a dvd of myself and a letter over the last several months since november 2012.i know you cannot help everybody and some people are in worse situations.but i figured i would give it another try.my family has no idea that im doing this.we are struggling financially to the point where we cannot buy enough food to feed my husband (including lunch for work).our 3 kids (19,16 & 8)and myself.i cannot go to the food pantries til the 9th and we do not qualify for food assistance from the state because of husbands income.we are behind on rent (1/2 a month),behind on bills.just paid some on one bill that was going to be cut off,and we just paid to have a new car sticker for the plates .that threw us more behind and unable to buy proper amountf groceries.we also pay close to $90 a week to rent a center for a bedroom set and a fridge(1 month left til paid off).we may have to send bedroom set back,which would leave my husband and i without a bed and slepping on the concrete basement floor where our room is.we are in need of moving anyway but cannot afford too.the house we are in is too small for 5 people and 2 dogs.the house needs alot fixed and isnt getting done .we are tired of repeating thing to landlord and if we complain to the city ,we risk an eviction notice like once before.i already fear we will be getting evicted because we get behind on rent here and there,it happens if husband misses work ,hours are cut.we have furniture and kids beds and dressers are old,used and damaged.the gils have had snakes in theyre rooms (not kidding)basement leaks in all corners.some worse then others.school is going to be starting on the 26th and we cannot buy clothes,shoes,school supplies(8 year old has to wear uniforms).we cannot do all through the year.we are struggling to buy household nessesities(bathing supplies,cleaning supplies,etc)my husband and i are overwhelmed and overstressed over everything.kids are too,and they shouldn't be.they wish they could have what alot of theyre friends have(electronics,etc)they dont have the right bedding and curtains,etc.and its heartbreaking and depressing on a daily basis.my husband says he works for nothing and that we will never get caught up or get ahead .we will never have a home of our own and other things.i feel worthless because of the situation we are in.i feel more depressed and in shambles.we cant get help from places in our city because of income .that unfortanate.tired of getting told sorry cant help for whatever reasons.i wish someting would give and we could be in a better place in life and happy.i appologise for posting here but i had to try and sorry for this being so long,if theres anything you can do to help ellen,it would much appreciated.i have also messaged another well known celeb,t.m. and dought i will hear back from them either.im hopless and have no idea what else to do.thank you for your time and please let me know either way.my husband and kids are clueless t o what im doing.and for good reason.my email address is, email@example.com. again thank you and im sorry.
and one more thing,when i am out driving,and when i am in a sad mood ,i turn the radio on and one of your songs is playing.seems odd,but it cheers me up and takes my mind off my troubles,even if for a few minutes.i truley hope you know what your music means to me and many others and what you as a person means to people as well.love n hugs<3
have mercy:) tim mcgraw ,i love am as giddy as a school girl: i will most definetly be watching. would love to meet him in person someday and go to another one of his concerts.went last year thanks too a kind couple to tinley park.unfortanatly i was way to short standing behind people that were way too tall.i think he is a wonderful man,kind hearted,sweet,music is awesome.most of all he is a wonderful husband and a father.please give him a big hello and thank you for being the man you are tim.much love and tons of hugs<3. ellen i think you are a very kind,loving ,funny all around human being.much love and tons of hugs too you as well<3
congrats to whomever is being surprised.simon is georgous and a fine actor.don't get to watch the mentalist often,but i enjoy the show when i do.love n hugs<3
missed todays show,but it was for a good reason. be watching tomorrow for sure.love n hugs<3
missing the show bcause of the innageration.
wtg chris kluwe,and and other football player who made a stand for gay rights.i have gay family members and i support them and i support ellen and all lesbian and gay rights.at the end of the day we are all human beings.we choose to love who we want,be it man/woman,woman/woman.man/man,love is love in any form.we all deserve to be treated equally point blank period.
glad mark decided to go into acting,he has proven to be pretty good at it.and hope he continues forever .i have sent several emails since november asking for your help,sent another one tonight.i do not know if your getting them ellen.i know you recieve tons a day.i truley hope to get a response very soon. i would be forever greatful if you would pick us to help ellen. thank you .love n hugs<3
ive sent you emails and videos through my email adresses mrsdyedrgn@aol and yahoo.and i know your busy and i feel im becomming a burden and a pain in the rear.christmas was a disappointment for the 7th year in a row,not being able to give the kids christmas and going to my mother in laws didnt help either.our 8 year old ,16 year old and 18 year old went off after we got in our car and left.i was already depressed and got more depressed and upset bcause of the way things went down.they were done unfairly.not having christmas at home again was bad enough,i knew insult to injury was going to happen to them.we have disappointed them time and again on holidays and when they need and want things ,we cannot afford to give and do.we live in a dinky house .5 people and 2 dogs,to small for us and now bcause our son moved home we have no place to put table and chairs ,that went to back porch.its embarassing to have company ,which is not often and my parents and one of my brother cant visit bcause of no room for a wheelchair to move around in and medically difficult for mom to go up and down stairs without causing more pain in her body that she deals with as it is.my family needs an overhaul ,furniture,clothes,beds dressers,etc etc etc,we cannot afford to move nor buy a house.house we live in is in need of some repairs that havent been taken care of since we moved in.our furniture from beds to sofas are old and used.never had new.our car is having transmission problems,this is the third vehicle that has had this issue.we cannot afford to fix it nor buy a new car.we have to tell kids no everytime they ask for what they wantt and need.we cannot afford to do when the need .to wear same clothes they grow out of till tax time and even then cant afford to buy enough ,shoes etc.we cannot get help through state for food bcause husband makes to much according to their guidelines.so we have to pinch week to week and sometimes longer on groceries and even nessecities for the household and bills suffer.ive given details in my emails to you of what im asking you to help with.still husband and kids have no idea ive been doing this.still for good reason.im tired of disappointing the kids on things they need and some wants.i wouldve liked to start the new year on a positive and try to start new,but so far its been a let down.i would love to see some happiness on my family faces and hope in theyre hearts.they deserve it.my eldest daughter is not doing well in school for different reasons.both girls get picked on in and outside of school bcause they dont have new clothes and bcause of theyre shoes,etc.my youngest wears uniforms to school and sometimes has to wear same one twice.to hear your kids say its not fair bcause of this and that and people sometimes rubbing it in,and my husband feeling he works for nothing and we bicker over finances and get upset bcause we arent doing for our kids and as a family should.its a daily stress for us.he is the only one working.its harder when he gets small checks bcause of the holidays and now more taxes are going to be comming out of his checks,its just not looking like 2013 will be good either for us.im to where all hope is lost and this is the way life will be .to sit and watch other people have wishes granted is heartwarmingand i sit and wish it were us ,at the same time thinking never going to happen.i know you cannot help everybody and fix everything .to have a whole new start for us would mean the world to us.we dont take vacation,we dont get to do fun fsmily things bcause we cant afford too.my eldest wants to shop at the mall with me ,but cant afford it.we dont let friends stay the night bcause of food situation and embarassing to the kids. theres really no kids around here for the youngest to play with,she gets stuck hangin out with her sisters friends when they come around.but anyway.hope you will read my emails and watch videos as well.im embarassed to be writting this in a public forum,but figured it give it a try.my husband deserves to have an uplift in his spirit as do the kids.and if we ever move out of here that i would have to give up my dogs again like b4.its hard to find landlords who will allow dogs and and full pitbull and pitbull mix can be an issue with most . they are my constant everyday friends.i would be very lonely during the day when all are gone without them.we live in a nieghborhood that has had shootings ,2 which occured close to the house.imm sorry for rambling and being a pain in the rump,but had to try one more time