||For the past few years I have not had the luck, good will/fortune & feeling of self satisfaction because since 2010 I have be let go from 3 jobs. Prior to 2010 I held 2 jobs - 1 for 8 yrs and 1 for 12 yrs (due to a technical conflict of interests). My husband has had to take on another job (selling timeshares & clubs) and has been bringing home self degrading paychecks of $25.80 (the latest). I have been ill in so many ways - broken tibia since July 15 and not able to look for employment and now that I'm able to get around (right leg so I couldn't drive)have had no luck in finding anything - even work at home - mostly scams. Also 3 mos before my leg break my right foot was broken from a slip & fall coming out of the shower. I've now been diagnosed with rheumatoid arthritis and possible start of dementia rendering me barely able to do so many things-getting around, taking care of my husband, playing w/grandkids. With this all in mind, I happen to be the luckiest person alive being married to Peter for 39 years, who along with his 2 jobs comes home to clean the house, make all of the meals, taking care of grandkids after his long work hrs. and anything else that comes our way. He deserves a metal! But with all of the above he has not been able to fulfill his dream (lead guitarist, drummer, keyboardist...)of being able to join a band or even go solo. He has a professional demo & I wish & pray to G-d that something comes his way....If only someone would give him a chance to enlighten the world with his remarkable talent. I at this moment, can not see anything turning around for me or his dream being filled - so needlesstosay we live a depressed life (esp. when the bills, that we can not pay, come to my mailbox. We have had to get food from the local church pantry - sometime against our will. For now this is about me & my husband.