You are greatly Blessed & I Hope & Pray that You & All Your Family have a Very Blessed New Year & that there can truly be Peace & Love on Earth for ALL!!
Yes, it would be nice having presents & not being alone on Christmas but it's far worse losing a child or family member in such a senceless & horrific way. Rather than thinking of myself being alone physically, I know He is with me & my prayers are with you all! May God continue to give us all the strength we need!!