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Margaret Montemarano
Name Margaret Montemarano
Joined 224 days ago
About Me Trying to think free
Margaret Montemarano
Message from Ellen
211 days ago

Ellen
Did you ever put something out there hit send then want yo grab it back?

Send me away please!!
Can we delete a comment I sent earlier?
HAPPY NEW YEAR

Margaret Montemarano
Message from Ellen
212 days ago

Just one more shot never give up
Another hopeful entry
If you don't have a dream..........

Happy new year

Margaret Montemarano
Message from Ellen
213 days ago

12-23-2013
Lucky #'s

I'm ready it will only take a moment, I'll pack when I get there!
A hopeful entry
God Bless
Margaret

Margaret Montemarano
Message from Ellen
213 days ago

My bags are packed, I'm ready to go. The taxie's waiting he's blowing his horn!
Ellen is that for me??

I think you are blessed Ellen to have Portia at your side with all this going on, I know she must help keep you grounded! I'm married 44 years, this August it will be 45 years. It's not always a dance!! I had a recent bout with cancer. Years dealing with an "ED" Portia knows the difficulties with that, it's a life long battle and can tear apart a relationship. If you were not strong and grounded you may not have gotten through it or you may not have been able to help her survive it. Just as my husbands love and support helped me continue to move forward. That type of disorder can remain so close to you it's frightening, believe me I know, it's be decades I've had to deal with this still very elusive disorder . However, I praise Portia, for her courage and the other celebrities for stepping up and speaking out, for they have voices that are heard and hopefully the end results are positive for our young teens and young adults dealing with this affliction now.
Ellen, I kid you not, this effects people their entire lifetime, 30-40 years, it's been in my life, and I've been getting help since 1976, before any professionals knew really what it was all about and or how to treat it, so day to day I move forward making the best of what I can avoid the depression, do what I can for others ,take focus off myself, keep busy, love my grandchildren, one day we travel together, hopefully to see you?!! We could do a show on Eating Disorders and start a ball rolling for 2014 raising awareness, the horrible shame prevents this from happening unfortunately, but as fearful and with the shame I have, 40 years of my 63 have been so terribly wasted, it would be great to give something back that I have learned if it would help others, I don't think you will find many others out there willing to admit to having an ED FOR MORE THEN 40 yrs, time to change and do something different!! Insane people are people doing the same thing over and over expecting change, guess that means I'm a little off and need to make a change! Need a New Year Resolution? Got one! Oh my, enough of that,,,, more and more males are developing eating disorders now so let's jump on this while we can. Anyway, thanks for even giving this a thought, really.

May I ask what surprise or gift you gave to Portia for Christmas, I'd love to know??? Please?
Wishing you good health, and Happiness Always,
Margaret
Fairfax, Virginia

Margaret Montemarano
It's a 12 Days Bonus Day!
213 days ago

What an opportunity!
If you can't be in the audience there, now we have a chance from home!! Yeah!

Love that girl!
Happy New Year Ellen, and Happiness Always,
Margaret
Fairfax, Virginia

Margaret Montemarano
Message from Ellen
213 days ago

Absolutely fabulously exciting every day.
The 12 days of give always was beyond awsome!!
I wish I knew how to enter to get a chance at the last drawing?

Happy New Year to All
Stay safe and healthy
Margaret