||Here's my story 💛. I was in a abusive relationship for almost 6 years. I was blind for so long, young, dumb, and ignored my family and friends advice. Wasted years I thought at the time..until my eyes were opened and I found my soul mate. Ryan. He saved me, and has shown me a love I've never had, yet always dreamt of. He makes me smile every day. He makes my heart skip a beat still... He works so hard to provide for us, and loves me for all that I am. Several months after we started dating I got pregnant, and miscarried identical twins shortly after. (My husbands mother has 3 sets of identical twin siblings). We decided we wanted to be married next time around.. So we planned our wedding, and tied the knot April 27, 2013, In three rivers, ca. Our wedding wasn't anything big nor fancy, but it was perfect for us. Outdoors, so scenic, family friends, it was my dream come true. Several months went on we saw those + signs again! The anticipation and excitement felt so real, like it was finally going to happen.. I even peed on 8 tests to make sure they weren't lying. All positive! Wasn't our time though, and we miscarried again. I started losing hope in a lot of things for a while. Wondering why my babies keep gettin taken from me. When recently SB doctors at the sansum clinic, were able to tell me I had a bacterial infection (h. Pylori) in my stomach which caused both of our miscarriages...my labs were 1.6 (0.8 is high). After a wicked series of antibiotics, pain, anger, sadness.. That news, began to give me comfort, knowing that they were able to treat my stomach...and found the solution. I can now try to have that family we have been waiting so long for. I may have lost my body and went from 170-115 during this 2 year stomach infection, But I gained 3 angels, and I know they'll watch over me and their father until we get to meet them again. Your show always comforted me.. Every day at 4 pm, my Alzheimer's client at the time and I would tune in... I love you Ellen. You're so inspirational. And have a pure heart.. We need more Ellen's...