||I have a very loving husband and 7 yr old daughter that have to deal with my severe low back pain as well as many other med issues drs don't seemed to want help get under control. So I gave up on them. I have an invention in the works so I'm hoping that will take off and I will have the money to go to the good drs that care about a patients quality of life and improving it. Ihavent been the person I was before having our daughter for 7 yes. I'm running out of hope that there is even a shred of her left. That is why I like to help others so much. So they don't lose themselves when they are struggling or in a dark place. For my husband and daughters sake I have to keep searching. They are the ones keeping me searching. I try to pay it forward any chance I get even if it leaves me n the worst pain or flares my crohns disease up for a few days. Its worth putting myself thru horrifying pain to keep someone from feeling like they have no one.