||It's been a rough year for my 2 kids and I . My husband who I thought was the healthiest man alive was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer in June 2011 and passed away on New Year's Day of this year . My son lost his best friend, My daughter lost her hero and I lost the best part of me... there are so many sad days but so many wonderful memories. He was the most kindest, most generous and giving person I have ever known, I think that's why it hurts so much. Sorry this is more about my husband Steve but he was the best part of me. Now I take it one day at a time, looking for a job and help my kids get through this.