||I'm 51,single by choice,have 2 kids I gave birth too and the 20+ kids I've helped raise.I had 4bros,1sister,2 of my bros.commited suicide,lost my parents 11months apart,I was their caregiver,I'm kind,caren,funny,love dogs,watching tv,roller coasters,enjoy many things.I have MS,my daughter was just diagnosed with to in Nov.2012 been a single mom for 28years,feel bad I've never been able to afford to enjoy taken my kids on a vacation,just found out I need my lft.kidney removed,I've survied death many times.family/friends say I'm like a cat with 9 lives.. 1 of my dreams is to be on Ellen 12days of xmas shows,besides taking vacation with kids.I've been struggling for money most of my life,have bills I can't pay due to disabilties.people ask me all the time how can you smile,laugh when I have so much to cry about..I tell them,why not at least I'm alive.my motto is be happy,don't worry,K-sera,sera,what ever will be,will be-the future is not ours to see!! So,I wear a smile everyday,watch,dance,laugh with Ellen everyday..I'm not rich with money but I'm rich to have good friends/family and that's what counts the most.Am thankfull for what I do have..I & my daughter liven with ms need central air,we live in a moblehome hotbox,that causes our ms to worsen :( we need a car,my truck is over 10yrs old and is hard for us to get in/out of..I envey those you help,wishing someday someone will help my family out too.I have 2 dogs,3 granddogs,1 sings to Cristina Alaerigas song,I wish I knew how to record & post to the Ellen show,she would get a howl out of listening too.lol am praying that I survive to see my sons wedding in 2014 but according to Drs.I may not make it through surgery cuz of so many health issuies,so I keep putting it off.bad enough I can't afford to help cash wise
towards their wedding..I'm very indepent,don't want hand outs,guess that's the Capricorn in me."love-laugh-live" that's how I stay happy with all that's not going right in my life <3 is all I need! "Smile" and "Hugs"