||I am a widow - 59 just starting over again after loosing the love of my life, my husband, my lover, my best friend totally unexpectedly just one year ago this month. This past year has been indescribable, but I am now on the path to healing. Heck, whenever we walked anywhere, we held hands and never a cross word between us. We were together 15 years, 8 months, 10 days and a few hours. Pure Bliss. My nick name that everyone knows me by is Lenee. (pronounced Lenny) Sure would love to some day be able to see Ellen live. I've watched her since before she even had her sitcom. Love the girl. This picture shows me that I am healing - I guess I don't remember that I had my smile back that day. That makes me joyful.