||i am 57 years old i am on ssi. about 6 yers ago or more. i was living with my boyfriend he was in his 50,s . one morning on my birthday i heard a noise in the bathrom he was lying there dead i lost it.when i was 6yrs old. my father came from portugal to america for us to have a better life he saved enough to bring all five of us here and my mother my dad passed away he was only 34yrs old. he died going inside a dich hole and the dirt smethered him to death. i had always had a lot of hartaches through my life. my disabelty is due to depression.all my life i had a hard time in school focusing and consertration was my big problem. but all and all i am healthy.