||Every Day is a Birthday for me no matter how much my body and I fight with each other. As it is a constant battle between myself and the infernal MS. None the less as it is a battle I will not give into. Paralysis is what I must fight with constantly as I am blessed with the fact you cannot see what is wrong with me as it is all internal as that is what I prayed for when I was diagnosed but being stupid with that prayer I did not realize I would make it so much harder on doctors and myself as no one can see the problem so they assume it is all in my head lol which amuses me. I am not the least bit insecure so I do not need negative attention because I have been a Goddess most of my adult life so I wrote a book entitled How to Beat Your Man at His Own Game which I would love help getting published if you would please help me so I can stand on my own two feet again with pride as I have lost my home and vehicle as well as my life obviously as my husband passed away during all of this and really need your help Ellen as this book is going to wake women up not in a great way but in a good way. As it is the truth quite possibly about the man they are laying with in bed. It is Opening Pandora's Box so to speak as I am going to be waking her up to reality with his fantasy.