A very good message, indeed.
Well, I don't know why, but I do have a lot of concern for you, want to fight for anything you need and want.. know it might not seem like the safest move to make to talk about. I'm kinda a dummy, not really sure if I'd know what I've done. I always worried this would happen and didn't really touch the internet other than looking up stuff I liked which I don't remember much of, used it to think about school stuff but to little avail.. Well, as long as there are people out there in the world who actively make a big difference in people's lives by a large margin..
You should be careful yourself, your life might seem okay now, but it seemed okay before.. You know, I have huge problems. In New Orleans, there were noises that didn't even seem real that made me feel like suicidal because of the pain like I couldn't escape it and it made me do poorly in college, again. I have had a successful time, as well.. In Orlando, I experienced the same thing in person. I honestly felt they wanted me to get outta their lives and go be an actress, which is like 1 of 2 options in this world..
So, as for summer fun, I saw you in the woods by a crick.. Orlando is full of lakes, LAKES! Lakes, leaks. What should Ellen do for the summer? How many times must she have been to Disneyland? Too bad I can't fly her over if I become Tinkerbell, I mean, it seems doable but maybe not that fun for her? Well, if it was someone you know, it would seem that way..
My mom just came in wondering if I'd eat more.. I guess I live on eating out, McDonald's's SW Salad.
So, Ellen, you seem like a good person, probably have a good life, and Portia is, what, enchanting! And does look good. I'm just concerned because on my blogs I got messages pretending they were from you and I was in a lot of pain because of Tim Burton, who I also care about a lot. I did warn about my teacher being mean that it wasn't safe, and I see the result. xp
Well, hope you can go out in disguise and have fun. I didn't make it to the water parks, but my voice lessons I got in are coming to an end. I'm more happy, need to contact the mental clin'c about my freedom to take her cool theater classes, however.. I'm sure I can work something out. If not, I mean I am pretty sad but you lifted me up with your being there for the world .. you see she also like you kicked me offa Facebook.. That's what really kinda upset me. It might be fun for a little while, but it doesn't look like she is going to readd me because I "know too much," really. I dare not e-mail her but did call her while I was taking her class after midnight, said why's your phone on if you're going to bed? I don't know no teacher who says no like they need more in their life than me..
So I am not sure if I would still do AMTC auditions (MaggieLizJones) you know unless I AM in the parade. I have a good shot of being Tinkerbell unless they see I was able to find out too much living here. My height seems to have settled at 5'1". I tried to get shorter, felt threatened by a 5' and under audition..
You know, I think I'm in big trouble. Most of my old blogs have me cursing and confusing messages that came from different people and things, apparently.. It's easy to find, too, I think.. It's probably not that interesting for most people to look at. It is a helpful blog, not just a waste..
Make sure you get your message clear, pay attention to the little things.. don't stress out.. just take care of you and don't get in anyone's way.
I am even worried @ you getting cancer on your diet because I mean I know you need tasty food and stuff, not sure if that has anything to do with all the cancer "patients." I use Hope products whenever I can so I don't get it..
You are an amazing person from New Orleans.. You seem to have it down. I don't know what I got down but I don't know what I don't got down.
Well come see me on my blog anyone if you miss me, why not send me a Tweet on 1 of my Twitters?
I use cancer products, you know that hope ribbon not sure what it's called.. :/ ..anyway, I actually refused to take my cholesterol pills. I am getting off the ever-growing and returning dosage of psychiatric pills.. I wanna switch to some natural pill to calm anger, I guess. If there is no place for natural health pills then I will find an Asian doctor.. You know Risperdal gave me a tumor just under my brain and made me lose my female thing for the most part. Yes, I am very mad about it. It feels a bit like I'm not all there, but I still am happy as ever, not like I lost my typing fingers or died from the tumor, which was pretty small and is what stopped my female thing. I am in a long waiting list of months and months to get an appointment in with a female doctor, like it's not important. It's just nice to share things like that. I have a lot of concern for unhealthy people. I mean, I have to walk my dad now, I think, as I did for fun before.. xp not sure what's eating him?? The doctor informed him maybe he'd had a heart attack already, like in his sleep or without him maybe feeling it or something. I know I need to learn to cook. I got some self-help, not technically from that section, things, have a journal and an American Girl workbook that asks lots of questions about yourself, an address book with a card attached giving instructions to fill it out, and my planner and a new magazine I think that comes on shelves every 8-10 weeks only, Astro Girl, for it's quizzes and comparative drawings perhaps.. Well, best wishes to you. Oh, you live in FtL? I was born there. I lived in 11 cities in Florida + the area Ellen's from, the city across the lake. I'm as happy as can be but open to new things, as usual.. Nice to talk to you, you seem pretty sweet and cute.. :D
I'm taking jazz classes to get in the Disney parade. Want Wet 'n Wild, though. Just have to clean my room, hopefully, will get there hopefully.. :|
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That's soo sweet! =)
Hi, Ellen! Not sure you'll see this, you got a lot of fan mail.
I've found things I'm into that make me very happy. Singing seriously, in a way, makes me very happy. My goal is to be Tinkerbell in the Disney Parade that just came back, the old famous 1. I know I have a good body but need to take the flab from my arms or make my forearms bigger again from being active in weights training. So, that's my summer scoop, at least partly. I'm so excited and will post online my visit to Disney, Mom said I can go to Epcot, I think, to film your ride and maybe 2 others. I'm doing Magic Kingdom 1st because it has more, I guess, and I'm trying to get famous online. So, that's what's going on with me.
Your show has been so nice, I have 1 and part of another I think to catch up. I haven't even been sleeping in my bed. Instead of going to the mall, I'm going out to eat, in the summer. I used to go on Fridays. Not too many movies I'm interested in. Just "Monsters University" after "Monsters, Inc.," the Pixar movie. It's funny walking outside I have to keep looking around.. I'm not sure how recognizable I have to be, but I do care @ how I look. It's easy to spot me by my stature. I just really liked the mall at that time. A lot of kinds of people might go out to a movie theater then.
I also hope that my therapist gives me the note to return to college and that I can sign up for the teacher who I now asked to teach me voice, dyed my hair though she recognized my voice. I'm pretty sure I can return but am worried about if they check my classes but probably won't counsel me. My room is almost clean. I'm making my own old-fasioned, rather plain-sentimented, party dress, a kids pattern featured by "Hannah Montana," which I saw the old DVD episodes of that they sold. We'll see how it goes, my mom has me in sewing class. The lady there said since I know how the machine works not to bother being guided to make a whole dress and waste my energy but to learn how to use a pattern making a "tote bag."
Well, okay, that's @ my summer. I hope your summer is awesome. I keep feeling like being at home, tired of walking outside. There's always the gas stations that take my card. I may be able to go to Wet 'n Wild. I dunno. I am ecstatic @ making my own old-fashioned, plain party dresses. Instead of the mall, too, I want to go out to eat more. It's Disney, so I probably won't be vacationing doing sporty activities, like what putt putt and museum trips. So, I'll know @ the audition after June 20th. Your show will be coming along, then, thought you took summer breaks like in June. I'll have to just watch and see.
I am kinda big on in my relatives being the oldest 1 there, just about in my family. So, all in all .. well usually with my younger cousin who is a girl, need to start trying to approach the rest of my fam, maybe call the older aunt tonight while I walk - wait wanted to jog with weights.
Yea, my parents were recently happy. Not that it's important, but what's on my mind is taking a class from a professor I like, teaching at least 2 kinds in the Fall. I was taken to the disciplinarian but confused because they made no sense and just knew I committed a crime. I stayed in the mental hospital, was gonna be up to 1 week for them to test me on drugs then was let out after a month.. I don't know if I should be going out so much, but I also take voice lessons from her now. :]
I dunno what to read, might become attached to the nostalgia and bloodthirst therein found in the movie "chain" dubbed the book title "The Hunger Games." You know "50 Shades of Gray?" I'm above college age, but books about kids are different. I was gonna read it, anyway, nice ½ Spanish author from England!
[I WILL BE WATCHING!!!YOU ARE TWO OF MY FAVORITES!] Yea!
Quite a moving episode what with superbow' and all. I guess they like the Superdome. I'd like to see it in NYC. Who knows where else they'd have it.
Amy was interesting, today..
The blonde girl was cute, singing. I imagine that fairer people are more supple, but sometimes people with darker hair win. :| I was really interested, I know, in that part.
So ya'll know, with the tongue thing, I did voice in college in New Orleans, and I lost my accent and it turned Italian but not like with the flair.
About the blonde hair, remember that sometimes more neutral brunette hair looks better than dirty blonde. I guess we shouldn't really care how fair it is technically because red hair is like foreign or something, I mean usually a healthy pleasure to behold.. :| I mean, I have like a rash on my arms, which are pretty light right now, for example, so I kinda look Irish-Scottish. Well, my hair has highlights and is pretty neat. I guess I am good at moving, moving my facial features. Also, my hair was curly but was straightened at the mall, so I'm gonna have to like straighten the other side more. I tried curling the other side back. It was supposed to come back after a week, not sure what happened, I mean this like metally thing. D': Well, it does curl a bit after awhile. So, what would you do if you were a model or an actor? Just make sure they use regular straighteners?
Well, okay, time for me to go to bed, soon. Have some homework, even.
It is interesting that she puts Twitter on her show. People should have noticed it, by now. I just did.
That's creepy what you said, not sure what to make of it, feeling under the weather.
It seems that we just make it in the end with like 1 or certain things gone wrong. We hope to learn from each mistake and hope people will just leave us alone and let us enjoy what we've won. Or what we haven't? I mean, may as well be r**** and m*******.
I've been at home, watching her show, pretty much, and I've developed a bit. Now, I'm going to school to take class from a lady whose age actually I will be ½ when the semester closes, actually 3 classes and then a P.E. class, just so I'm not just sitting around the house letting problems seep in.
Why is she with Portia, I thought? There was the thought that like she matters to each young female.