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brenda sotcan
Name brenda sotcan
Location alliance, ohio
Joined 235 days ago
Hobbies cats music cats tv comedies criminal shows computer
About Me my name is Brenda I live with an awesome cat her name is boots she has to put up with my craziness lol I have major depression and I've had it all my life so I have never been able to work I have other mental disorders ptsd bi-polar ive tried stupid things including suicide but I have learned from that I had a lesbian relationship right out of hi school who after 11 yrs decided she wanred to cheat so I let her go cheat then I met a very nice man who I married and after 8 months and 7 days he decided to have a massive heart attack and died then the day after his funeral my 16 yr old cat died it was not the beat yr of my life but it wasn't the worst either twenty years later I decided to give my heart to my cat and my mom who is now 85 by the way being the youngest of 11 and also the youngest of nine living was not my ideal of fun. my mom and boots our my pride and joy I love them with all my heart. life is also better with my belief in the here after
brenda sotcan
Win the Prize from Ellen's 12 Days Bonus Bonus Day!
217 days ago

HI ELLEN LOVE TO WATCH YOU DANCE. MY MOM[MYRLE] AND ANDREW MY GREAT NEPHEW. AND MY BROTHER DON. AND ANDREWS DOG[MOJO]LIVE IN THE HOUSE WE ALL GREW THE HOUSE IS FALLING APART AND MY OLDER BROTHERS WON'T HELP GET IT FIXED UP. MYSELF AND MY CAT[BOOTS] WE LIVE ABOUT THREE MILES AWAY IN THE SAME TOWN I AM THE YOUNGEST OF NINE LIVING CHILDREN OF MRYTLE AND THE LATE RAYMOND G MIKES SR.I HAVE LIVED ALONE SINCE MY LATE HUSBAND DIED IN MAY 4 OF 93 THE DAY AFTER TOM'S FUNERAL MY 16 YR OLD CAT WAS FOUND DEAD IN OUR APT. I WAS SO UPSET THAT WHEN MY MOM AND I WENT TOMY MOM'S THAT WE FORGOT TO TAKE MY FURR BABY TO HER HOUSE I WASN'T ALL TOGETHER AND I WOULD HAVE NEVER LEFT HER ALONE.WE COULD USE SOME HELP MOMS ON SS AND SO IS DON ANDREWS IN SCHOOL COLUMBUS ART AND DESIGN SCHOOL.HE HAD TO GET ALOT OF HELP TO GET EVERYTHING PAID FOR BECAUSE NON OF US COULD AFFORD TO HELP HIM MYSELF[BRENDA SOTCAN] I LIVE WITH MY FURR BABY SHE IS A BEAUTIFUL CAT[BOOTS] WE LIVE IN A APARTMENT BY OURSELVES AND IT SURE GETS LONELY I AM ON SSI DI. I HAVE ALOT OF MENTAL DIAGNOSES. I ALSO HAVE FIBROMYALGIA AND ALOT OF ARTHRITIS AND HAVE HAVE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO WORK. WE ALL OF US THAT I MENTIONED HAVE ALOT OF THE SAME DIAGNOSES. ME I AM AN IDIOT WHO HAS TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE TOO MANY TIMES AND I WOULDN'T BE HERE IF IN 2004 MY MOM CAME TO MY HOUSE AND FOUND ME DEAD MY NEPHEW ANDREW WAS WITH HER. SHE HAD TO DO CPR ON ME TO BRING ME BACK. I LOVE HER SO MUCH AND I WISH I DIDN'T PUT HER THROUGH THAT IT HURTS ME EVERY TIME I THINK OF IT. SINCE WE THREE ARE ON SS AND ME I'M UN SSI I COULDN,T GET TOM'S DISABILITY BECAUSE WE WERE ONLY MARRIED FROM AUG, 27TH 1992 TIL MAY 4TH 1993 LESS THEN 9 MONTHS MORE LIKE 8 MONTHS AND 7 DATS IN OHIO U HAVE TO BE MARRIED 9 MONTHS. WE COULD USE ANY HELP THET YOU COULD DO. ALL THREE OF US ARE ALLOWED TO ONLY HAVE 2 THOUSAND DOLLARS IN OUR ACCOUNTS THATS FUNNY BECAUSE WE BARELY MAKE IT MINTH TO MONTH I FEEL BAD BECAUSE MY MOM WORKED ALOT OF HER LIFE AND I TRIED TO WORK BUT WITH MY BI-POLAR PTSD I AM AN INCEST SURVIVOR I DO NOT FEEL LIKE A SURVIVOR ALSO WITH ALL MY FAMILIES CRAZY STUFF FROM THE PAST AND ALSO MY DAD DRINKING UNTIL HE GOT INTO A CAR WRECK HIS BEST FRIEND WAS DRIVING AND BOTH WERE THROWN FROM THE CAR MY DAD WAS THROWN IN THE GRASSY AREA AND HIS FRIEND ENDED UP SMASHED INTO THE ROAD. I ALSO AM A RECOVERING BORDERLINE SOMETIME I WONDER IF I RECOVERED AT ALL I GET SO ANGRY AT CERTAIN PEOPLE AND I HAVE TO JUST GO AWAY FROM EVERTONE SO MY BOOTS AND I SPEND MOST OF THE TIME IN OUR APARTMENT. I KNOW I HAVE TO KEEP FIGHTING EVERYDAY BUT I DON'T GET TO SEE MANY PEOPLE AT MOM'S I HAVE 7 OLDER BREOTHER BUT I ONLY TALK TO DON. THE OTHER SIX ACT LIKE I COMMIED A CRIME BY BEING ILL AND LIVING ON MY SSI CHECK. MY SISTER DOES NOT MUCH LIKE ME. I HAVE CATS FOR CHIDREN BECAUSE I COULDN'T HAVE CHILDREN THAT PART DOESN'T BOTHER ME I LOVE CATS AND TO ME THEY ARE CHILDREN WHO ARE FURRY LOL BUT TRUE.WE NEED A CAR BUT CAN'T AFFORD ONE BECAUSE ITS GOT TO BE LESS THAN 2000'00 DOLLARS WORTH THANKS FOR LETTING ME RUN MY MOUTH I WISH I COULD DO MORE FOR MY MOM BUT I CAN'T AND IT HURTS ME SO MUCH WE DIDN'T HAVE ALOT AND STILL DON'T I KNOW THAT WE HAVE A LOT OF MENTAL ILLNEE IN OUR FAMILIES HISTORY ON BOTH SIDE. I MYSELF FEEL WORTHLES AND A FAILURE AMD ALOT OF MY FAMILY HELP ME FEEL WORSE THAN I SHOULD. LOVE YA ELLEN FROM A FELLOW ANIMAL LOVER AND SOME OTHER THING. TAKE CARE AND I HOPE YOU AND PORTIA AND BOTH YOUR FAMILIES OR MORE LIKE THE WAY I THINK YOUR FAMILY YOU 2 ARE A BEAUTIFUL COUPLE. LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MIKES-SOTCAN MERRY CHRISTMAS

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Santa's Lap Kitty
221 days ago

i love the picture with santa and the cat its a beautiful picture theanks for sharing it.

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Ellen's Cat Week Wish Comes True!
221 days ago

LOVE THE CAT WHO IS EATING WITH CHOPSTIX

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Win Day 10 of Ellen's 12 Days of Giveaways!
224 days ago

I need to win one day my mom and my nephew me and my cat are having a very hard year and Christmas is going to be very lonely and I would like us my mom will be 85 in april I lost my husband almost 21 years ago I would love if the few of us me mom Andrew Donald my cat boots and Andrews dog mojo I wish we could spend an awesome Christmas this year. just in case. I live with Boots alone my brother Donald and Andrew my great nephew I think of him as a little brother my mom raised him and his dog mojo. I would love it if we could have a very nice Christmas for us this year I am bipolar and so is Donald I am a worry wart. thank you and have a very merry Christmas thank you so very much

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Ellen's Cat Week Wish Comes True!
224 days ago

so very cute me I am a lover of all cats and these two videos are so cool

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Where's Mushi?
224 days ago

love the cats in the trees.